It didn't used to be this way, everything has changed drastically. Even the "Perfect Ten" has changed, with more and more people joining everyday. The day that we may end up as strangers is coming soon. Well, probably it's just me and you. I'm afraid to see changes in my life. I know that you probably have felt really disappointed with me for my behaviour and words but I really long for my old self too. I don't know what's wrong with me recently, I just couldn't handle my emotions well enough. I apologise sincerely for that, I'm really sorry, R. I hate those "touch-and-gos". But, don't you feel weird when many goes to you and befriend you, because they needed someone? Well, I do. It feels as though I'm not of any importance to you and was simply being replaced. I really hope that everything will be back to normal because you'll always be my best friend. (I hope you will come across this post)And yes, recently I got back my O level Chinese results. A real disappointment for me. I studied really hard for it, hoping that I can get an A1. Yet my grades were the same as those who were weaker in Chinese. I felt pressurised by the people around me as my friends and Chinese teacher said that my standards will assure me an A. When my teacher announced my results, she said “ 祖儿，B3。 她现在很难过，我也为她感到很难过因为她是不应该得到B3 的。我觉得，她的成绩和D7 没有什么差别”。Sigh. In life, there are never-ending hurdles for us to overcome. We just have to get back on the right track and work harder than before with great determination to face them.
