24th.

Sweet fifteen!! Pictures up there and facebook!! What i wished for... mmm let's just keep it to myself. Thank you girlfriends and guys, really appreciate your presence there and presents!! :) Also, thank you for the wishes ya love you all. :) I'm still young stop saying i'm old, you guys aren't that young either. Everyone will age soon, don't worry.

Captain's ball was fun!! Bbq and Buffet then. Brought people in because they got lost nice one!! Captain's ball -boys vs girls. Well more girls, but the guys still won and that's because they cheated. Throw from one end to another. Sean's jumping, Kelvin's height, Zk's fierceness, Victor's catching, Justin's agressiveness and Jasper's busy messaging!! Well. Cut cakes followed by bro's cake fight... Chaos~~ And i nearly get it from some idiots!! They secretly planning but failed because i'm smart enough to run away yay wootz. Drinking and cards game till 5am. Slept for an hour and that marks my birthday. Thank you everyone :)

Inside i start to fall apart.

Papers over!! Anyway spent my daysss well i like i happy ~~

Friday! Caught 500 Days Of Summer with Ber, Syl, Rach!! Cute wor. Went for training alone huh sadded. K1 because Kimberlyn went Bali and the rest stupid la dont want go with me. Attended relative's wedding and omg i like her wedding dress wootz! I told her hen piao liao then she very happy. Sadly no pictures but it's really nice i tell you ah.

Saturday funnn~~ Ecp after krabz, stupid Vic abandoned us. Cycling my idea!! :) cycling + texting spells Dangerous. Couldn't stop in time so i fell. bleeding i tell you ah damn pain ok!! stupid Rach and Syl never help me still bully meee. Retarded Sean cameover and cycled from Jetty back to Bk. Sunday was plainly rotting @ home.

Monday ^^ Breakfast with Sylvia, Odac Exco Meeting sounds serious but ya so much jokes and all!! Voted for who to be what, discussed about many things. Caught Imagine That with Ber, Syl, Rach and Retarded Sean!! I like the daughter so cute. Rushed for krabz and i suck @ kinematics. Shopping @ M)phosis and Cotton On, i nearly spent hundredsss because the lady spam me with everything. Ordered Strawberry Delight from Swensens for my birthday and costed $65 dad paid for it!! i tell you ah it's damn shiok one serious and i might get itouch for my birthday wootz!

Ok la i think i'm feeling high now. Asked Ber and Syl to comeover tomorrow movie marathon ++ many things!! :)

Car in the driveway, parked sideways

I regret for the many things I did, really.

Cease contact with each other. Will it help? because they find it useless to keep in contact and would probably say, "for what?". Don't you sometimes feel the guilt in you. Why cant things be the same like before. Staying as friends at least, would probably be better than strangers.

blardy depressed.
because papers everyday nxt week!!!!!!! > :( :( :(
ugh. spent 8 hours just now studying.

Letting go, cause i know you're only halfway there.

Study and running the past few days. Okay my ankle acted up again :( Interclass soccer and captain's ball for PE. My team spells V-I-C-T-O-R-Y. Alright, here comes me complaining about the pain right after PE. I ended up limping in school for the entire day. (Don't ask me who I was talking about, because it's only meant for the person to know k thx) My point is, looking back will just make you feel worse.

Trying to pretend it's perfect.
Someday
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna say another word
I've already said too much
Cause you just never seem to get it
Do you even care how much it hurts
To hate the one you love
And I'm just waiting for the day
When I
Can finally leave all this hurt behind