Saturday, February 13, 2010

You were just a wish that could turn out well

Back to blogging, it's been ages ever since I last blogged. Brief updates since 9th January. Canoe Marathon is over and we got fourth placing, lost to Hwa Chong Institution by just a metre or so. I cried after my race when I wasn't supposed to. I tried to control my tears. Didn't want to be label as weak and dependant. Hahah fortunately I've got my dear friends who always made me smile. Thanks Sissy, Wifey, Kelvin, Jasper, Kc and Tpjc fellow canoemates. And of course, Kimbly. Sorry Kimbly but I was impressed with our timing -2 hours and 20 mins. Miss the times in K2 tgt and Thanks love :) From then onwards, I was the K4's front rower with Sissy, Wifey and Jo.We trained really hard and our best for 250m was 63s. Let's work hard, K4! :) Also, Kimbly and I baked "rock cookies" for our dear friends for Valentine's. Happy Valentine's Day, Happy CNY and Happy Birthday Ignatius Tan Wei Yang~

Anw I've been failing tests, I don't know why. I did studied. But everything isn't going the way I want it to be. Hate it ugh. Oh I still wna grow taller, like hit 163 and I'll be over the moon. And why is it that so many of my friends are feeling troubled over the issue - love? I hope this issue of heartbroken and feeling depressed shit shall be ban forever~ I'm scared that all good things will come to an end, so please make things right. I want to forget but somehow it is easier said than doing. Because I loved you but you were just a heartbreaker. I should have guard my heart better. I'm moving on alrdy byebye screw you up. Probably stranger soon.

"Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much. For fear that the other person may not care as much, or at all. "