I'm trying to get over many things. Get over it, Joey. Well, my parents said that I shouldn't be going for etrg since it's always raining nowadays. Can someone help meee pls i need to think of reasons to persuade them. :( CALLING FOR CANOEISTS.
Had krabz and spent quality time talking to girls @ Whitesand's Superdog. Watched Paranormal Activity with Dejun, Jasper and Rachel. Rachel and i got 2012 tix and tried sneaking in. This old man there caught us sneaking in but we ignored him, so the plan worked~ First time sneaking in Nc16 movie wootz thanks guys!! I would say it's more of a documentary. Go watch the trailer and look @ innocent expressions! I saw the same scene just now damn cute. Well it was retarded. Dejun, Jasper and I burst out laughing @ some parts when people freaked out so they started looking @ us. Only the last part is scary, i jumped out of my seat and screamed a little. Had pepperlunch for dinner and walked ard, 21 home with Dejun.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
It's too late to start all over again.
Many things happened recently. Ah. I have completely no idea what to do. Can someone help??? I'm giving up soon, the life that I'm leading is intolerable. Oh and another note i'm really broke, spent so much on birthday presents and food recently. Nice. I saw someone recently and this came to my mind- Putting one's boyfriend or girlfriend before someone else and blames that someone for losing in touch. Then calls the someone a friend. It sucks... And doesn't it sound just like you?
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Imagine if we never lied,
An unusual thing happened today - I was late for training. Blame Belinda for this, she asked me to get her breakfast from MacDonalds. Ah. Kimberlyn and I felt motivated to row 21km today and yesss we did!! Next up, 22km on Monday. Capsized once all thanks to Kimberlyn's good idea, thinking of giving it a last shot for a short sprint back to the galleria. And pssshh, we capsized. Great, isn't it. So the reward for accomplishing the goal for today was Ananas Cafe's Chicken Rice. Did differentiation during krabz and I'm trying to get the hang of it. I'm gonna make use of this holiday, I promise you I will.
Rachel said that I shouted "SEC 1S CAN YOU DONT STAND THERE COME AND HELP TAKEBOAT PADDLE" FIERCE. Also, Joshua thought I was malay. Whydoes everyone thinks that I'm a fierce malay? ζδΈζη½.
Don't close your eyes or we will fade away.
Rachel said that I shouted "SEC 1S CAN YOU DONT STAND THERE COME AND HELP TAKE
Don't close your eyes or we will fade away.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Like no other.
Watched Sister's Keeper and Poker King recently. Sister's keeper was really touching so Ber, Dejun and I teared, but Kelvin laughed. Poker King taught me many things about life. I was reading subtitles actually. Ah. Wanted to sneak in Jennifer's Body but failed :( I wanna watch Love Happens and 2012 real sooon!! Anyoneee?
I should appreciate the people around me, being always there for me, giving me a helping hand and all. Thank you very much, i do need that yknow!! Kimberlyn, Sylvia, Belinda, Rachel, Shirleen, Sean, Jasper, Kelvin, Dejun, Kenneth, Victoria, Hwei Xin, Nellis, Deonn and Vanessa.
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Lunch with Kimberlyn at Tamp1, saw Brother and Jasper there so coincidential ya. Arcade at Tm for short while and bought tix for Astro Boy!! I couldn't believe that I was watching Astro Boy because previously i was telling people damn childish. I can't believe I teared so easily but it was vv touching. Stupid Kimberlyn just laughed. Managed to sneak in another theatre, only to realise it's 2012. But we didn't watch because of certain reasons... Bought Victoria's present, went to my house Macs to do krabz work. Met Kelvin and Zhi Kang there, they were supposedly teaching me Math but we ended up not talking. So stupid right. Headed home then. Train hard tomorrow!!!!! MOTIVATION PLS COME.
It's not that our love died, just nvr really bloomed
I should appreciate the people around me, being always there for me, giving me a helping hand and all. Thank you very much, i do need that yknow!! Kimberlyn, Sylvia, Belinda, Rachel, Shirleen, Sean, Jasper, Kelvin, Dejun, Kenneth, Victoria, Hwei Xin, Nellis, Deonn and Vanessa.
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Lunch with Kimberlyn at Tamp1, saw Brother and Jasper there so coincidential ya. Arcade at Tm for short while and bought tix for Astro Boy!! I couldn't believe that I was watching Astro Boy because previously i was telling people damn childish. I can't believe I teared so easily but it was vv touching. Stupid Kimberlyn just laughed. Managed to sneak in another theatre, only to realise it's 2012. But we didn't watch because of certain reasons... Bought Victoria's present, went to my house Macs to do krabz work. Met Kelvin and Zhi Kang there, they were supposedly teaching me Math but we ended up not talking. So stupid right. Headed home then. Train hard tomorrow!!!!! MOTIVATION PLS COME.
It's not that our love died, just nvr really bloomed
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Buried beneath all the lies.
I dont like to feel insecure. The feeling of emptiness is so overpowering. I need to scream and let out those fustrations. Can i just absent myself from reality? Ugh. One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter. That's exactly how im feeling. Its sad to know that people you know become people you knew. Like how they used to be part and parcel of your life but now you can barely look at them.
On a happier note,
training yesterday morning. Coach had invigilation for A levels and Mr Teo took over. We managed to finish 20km today!! Ah felt accomplished, thank you Kimberlyn :) Raced 200m with Mr Teo once and won us by 30m. Fast right. Hahah that's because he's from SJI and NJC, best canoeing schools ya. At our last 500m to our 20km, we raced with k4 and Mr Teo. We lost, but it was a good race :) The idea of having sunglasses worked, our coordination was good like what Mr Teo said.
Well. Many bad things aft training, fights crying all. I give up la seriously. Had lunch and three hours karibs, nearly died doing differentiation. Parents came and pick me up for steamboat dinner and everything changed after all the shouting. Collapsed when I reached home.
On a happier note,
training yesterday morning. Coach had invigilation for A levels and Mr Teo took over. We managed to finish 20km today!! Ah felt accomplished, thank you Kimberlyn :) Raced 200m with Mr Teo once and won us by 30m. Fast right. Hahah that's because he's from SJI and NJC, best canoeing schools ya. At our last 500m to our 20km, we raced with k4 and Mr Teo. We lost, but it was a good race :) The idea of having sunglasses worked, our coordination was good like what Mr Teo said.
Well. Many bad things aft training, fights crying all. I give up la seriously. Had lunch and three hours karibs, nearly died doing differentiation. Parents came and pick me up for steamboat dinner and everything changed after all the shouting. Collapsed when I reached home.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Who do I run to?
Kimberlyn, my fp, blogged something really stupid just now. Despite it being stupid, i would still like to thank you! Xie xie ni. Let's give it our best tomorrow. Remember, twenty km! And thank you Shirleen toooo! :)
Been quite some time since i last updated, isn't it? Anyway i'm feeling really horrible. I don't seem to understand you, my dear parents.. I appear to be looking fine to you all the time even when i was feeling down, right? Have you ever asked me anything besides studies? Our conversations has always been about studies and it has not changed. Your desire of me is to study hard, get into a good University, graduate and do your proud. Have you ever asked me anything regarding my passion and dream? Is it simply because you favour my dear brother and you don't give a damn about me? I don't want to think of it this way either.
Well, Kenneth called me pessimistic. Kelvin mentioned that my parents are just being concerned for me. Many said that I'm still young s0 I won't understand. It isn't about me being old or young, it's about having mutual trust for each other. And I give up now cause nothing I say will change.
Been quite some time since i last updated, isn't it? Anyway i'm feeling really horrible. I don't seem to understand you, my dear parents.. I appear to be looking fine to you all the time even when i was feeling down, right? Have you ever asked me anything besides studies? Our conversations has always been about studies and it has not changed. Your desire of me is to study hard, get into a good University, graduate and do your proud. Have you ever asked me anything regarding my passion and dream? Is it simply because you favour my dear brother and you don't give a damn about me? I don't want to think of it this way either.
Well, Kenneth called me pessimistic. Kelvin mentioned that my parents are just being concerned for me. Many said that I'm still young s0 I won't understand. It isn't about me being old or young, it's about having mutual trust for each other. And I give up now cause nothing I say will change.
Crazy
Kimberlyn here, posting for some lazy butt Joey.
Today was a great day. I was woken up by the sounds of the birds chirping. Feeling happy, I skipped to my garden and started smelling the flowers. The flowers smelt so great that I started to dance and skip. Suddenly this bird saw me and started dancing too. Not long after a monkey came and was attracted to me. I was flattered, so I danced with the monkey. The bird then got jealous and pulled me away from the monkey, then he took flight and I was in the sky. Amazed by what was happening, I did not realize the monkey had grown wings and was also flying beside the bird. The bird and the monkey then started to fight, and in the midst of their fighting the bird had dropped me. I was falling!
Flashbacks of my life started running through my head, all those memories. I started to tear, wondering why I had to die so young. However, after all that drama which happened in a split second, my skirt suddenly poofed up and I floated down safely and landed in a pool of fishes!
I didn't know what happened, but I could breathe underwater. It was amazing! Swimming, swimming, in this gentle stream, so calm, so soothing. The water currents then started to go faster... and faster and suddenly I was sucked into a whirlpooool. Round and round I went, saying my last prayers and everything, and then I was sucked in, what I thought was the end of my life, leaded me to out space, where I was spat out of a blackhole.
Holding my breath as long as I could, with no oxygen in space, I could not hold it any longer, so I tried to breath. Strange, I could breathe! I then made my way to Earth, riding on a shooting star. The star then entered the boundary of the Earth... and I was pulled down fast by gravity, with the shooting star disintegrating, forming dust. I was sick of thinking I was going to die, so I just closed my eyes and I felt my body floating.
Being patient, I didn't open my eyes until I felt my feet touch a prickly surface. Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and found myself standing in the middle of my garden, still in my pajamas.
Today was a great day. I was woken up by the sounds of the birds chirping. Feeling happy, I skipped to my garden and started smelling the flowers. The flowers smelt so great that I started to dance and skip. Suddenly this bird saw me and started dancing too. Not long after a monkey came and was attracted to me. I was flattered, so I danced with the monkey. The bird then got jealous and pulled me away from the monkey, then he took flight and I was in the sky. Amazed by what was happening, I did not realize the monkey had grown wings and was also flying beside the bird. The bird and the monkey then started to fight, and in the midst of their fighting the bird had dropped me. I was falling!
Flashbacks of my life started running through my head, all those memories. I started to tear, wondering why I had to die so young. However, after all that drama which happened in a split second, my skirt suddenly poofed up and I floated down safely and landed in a pool of fishes!
I didn't know what happened, but I could breathe underwater. It was amazing! Swimming, swimming, in this gentle stream, so calm, so soothing. The water currents then started to go faster... and faster and suddenly I was sucked into a whirlpooool. Round and round I went, saying my last prayers and everything, and then I was sucked in, what I thought was the end of my life, leaded me to out space, where I was spat out of a blackhole.
Holding my breath as long as I could, with no oxygen in space, I could not hold it any longer, so I tried to breath. Strange, I could breathe! I then made my way to Earth, riding on a shooting star. The star then entered the boundary of the Earth... and I was pulled down fast by gravity, with the shooting star disintegrating, forming dust. I was sick of thinking I was going to die, so I just closed my eyes and I felt my body floating.
Being patient, I didn't open my eyes until I felt my feet touch a prickly surface. Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and found myself standing in the middle of my garden, still in my pajamas.
End?
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