It's too late to start all over again.

Many things happened recently. Ah. I have completely no idea what to do. Can someone help??? I'm giving up soon, the life that I'm leading is intolerable. Oh and another note i'm really broke, spent so much on birthday presents and food recently. Nice. I saw someone recently and this came to my mind- Putting one's boyfriend or girlfriend before someone else and blames that someone for losing in touch. Then calls the someone a friend. It sucks... And doesn't it sound just like you?