I dont feel secure nowadays. I dont know what's wrong with me. I want someone to assure me that once i close my eyes, everything will just fall to a situation that i want it to be. I'm beginning to isolate myself from my class.. perhaps I feel that I've got nothing to say or what. I'm puzzled for that change in me. Everyone thinks I'm those 'happy-go-lucky' person, but I suppose I'm not at all. Sometimes, you are laughing but only you yourself know that you're just laughing to make your friends feel happier, in a way. I want to 'mask' myself. I hate it when someone who I feel is close to me, do not understand or misunderstand me greatly. It's normal, I understand. It's partly because I dont feel the need to explain myself.

I have officially stepped down from KC ODAC.. All I can say is, I'm very proud of the team because they are more matured and disciplined, compared to the old them. AND I SERIOUSLY MISS YOU GUYS TTM. Well. This year, we got the title for B div db! However, something major happened in the B div 10 man finals.. We lost to Njc and I had a major asthma attack. Everyone was carrying and helping me, then I was named PRINCESS ANG :) Okay so now is the mugging period. I suppose I'm DSAing to TPJC. If not, SAJC. I really wanna do well for mid years man.