I feel like a hollow shell of the strong girl I used to be.

Okay well. Back to school after not going school for a week. Time to switch to studies. National Interschools Canoeing - St Andrew's Jc approached me and I'm still contemplating about which Jc to go. Yes we lost to Temasek in the 1000m race. Well we were upset, we cried badly. I was thinking, "Why aren't we sparing a thought for others, those who didn't get to compete or win?" In life, when we are second, we will still never be satisfied because we want to be first. At that time, I became angry and was about to murder someone with my sissy, we were vengeful.

I remembered what Ignatius said to me before my race - "Less stress/Less pressure = More happiness and relax when rowing = Perform better = No screw ups = WIN!! :D " Got back our gold in the 500m race and I still can't describe the happiness in me when we got first, it was photofinish but I was the only one who was very sure that we got first at the finishing line. Then, Temasek girls cried. Well it was really close, I wanted to say good job to Xinhui but I didn't dare. When she cooled down, she came to me and said good job then hugged each other. My batch girls came in with a C division third and are leaving as B div champions :) I LOVE KC ODAC'10 TTM. Went for steamboat with wifey, sissy, christine, mr chua and tpjc @ Bugis. It was damn retarded. Jasper with raw eggs. Christine eating hell lot. Kelvin's retardedness. Cyrus being slow. Zuo Xian and his vege power. Zheng Yong walking ard eating. Arun eating raw vege.

Now we have to switch to Dragonboat, trying to adapt but it's difficult. I want to retain the titles. "Train like dogs, Win like champions."