Silent scream.

omg.

i spent ysd reading A Midsummer Night's Dream, slog like hell also not of any use. sigh. i screwed my Literature CA. kill me somebody. what is wrong with me. i understand the damn plot but the questions they gave, were so unpredictable. How has shakespeare create humour in this scene? To what extent is this scene one of the highlights in A Midsummer Night's Dream? refer to other parts of the play.

i feel damn frustrated and i can't focus on doing my english compre. ugh.

also, i met sylvia after school for a 2.4 km run. i don't remember myself sprinting or increasing pace, simply leisure running. oh and to make things worse, my timing was 13.50. i'll probably start running everyday (ONLY IF MY DAD ALLOWS) he's being damn stubborn here. he says it's too hot to run after school. i know people will say he's just being concerned for me, but i'm just staying back for an hour after school to run and improve my stamina. ugh.

sometimes the more you come to know a person, the more you feel lost when you're trying to understand him/her. just like you think you know me, but you simply don't understand me at all. and lately, i feel that i'm starting to not know my friends. i don't seem to be of any help to them and they don't even approach me for help nowadays even if they need. i hate to feel this way.

Make the pain go away.

moved from summerkiss-d@blgspt! HAHAH, vv fickle i knw, probably too sick of it yeh. the weather today is so cold Im freezinggg! days without trng thrice a wk feels shitty :\ everyday planned, START STUDYING EVERYDAY i know for a reason, i wanna get in a Junior College.

another thing, my k1. i know that i have this urge to beat her. but i just keep running away and procrastinating. a part of me wants to take k1, because i want to thrash her real soon. but another part of me is afraid. i told myself that i have done it before, so i shouldn't be afraid. i asked myself what im afraid of, and i have no answer to that. i always feel the chances of thrashing her are near impossible, probably because i've lost to her countless times. actually, i wondered if there's such a thing like an answer machine, if there is, i really want one.

i think everyone wonders all the time whether their friends are being true to them. everyone will definitely feel that way at least, once in their lifetime. friends- they give you hopes and disappoint you rightafter, it feels horrible i know. like what we say, "always have trust in them" but i have realised that not everyone can be trusted, not everything may be what it seems.

rach w.!
2 days w/o you in sch is really boring.
take good care of yourself!
rest well and see you tmrw, (Y)

and if you wanna tag, go to comments. thx alot. (esp for sherlyn)