Make the pain go away.

moved from summerkiss-d@blgspt! HAHAH, vv fickle i knw, probably too sick of it yeh. the weather today is so cold Im freezinggg! days without trng thrice a wk feels shitty :\ everyday planned, START STUDYING EVERYDAY i know for a reason, i wanna get in a Junior College.

another thing, my k1. i know that i have this urge to beat her. but i just keep running away and procrastinating. a part of me wants to take k1, because i want to thrash her real soon. but another part of me is afraid. i told myself that i have done it before, so i shouldn't be afraid. i asked myself what im afraid of, and i have no answer to that. i always feel the chances of thrashing her are near impossible, probably because i've lost to her countless times. actually, i wondered if there's such a thing like an answer machine, if there is, i really want one.

i think everyone wonders all the time whether their friends are being true to them. everyone will definitely feel that way at least, once in their lifetime. friends- they give you hopes and disappoint you rightafter, it feels horrible i know. like what we say, "always have trust in them" but i have realised that not everyone can be trusted, not everything may be what it seems.

rach w.!
2 days w/o you in sch is really boring.
take good care of yourself!
rest well and see you tmrw, (Y)

and if you wanna tag, go to comments. thx alot. (esp for sherlyn)