Feels like i'm hanging by a thread.

Training in the morning, there was an event going on @ BedokReservoir. we did 6km first, break, followed by 250m sprints. raced w kimberlyn, wifey, sissy, ashley and tpjc guy. i find the tpjc guy ultraaa fast. he said "i race slow one" and burst. i don't like. i tried pushing myself today, however, i know for myself that i was distracted and my arm was really in pain. i feel weak. my strokes were... horrendous, coach had to keep telling me to be patient, slow down my strokes and pull deeper into the water. i spent weeks slowing down my strokes and in fact, it worked. i thought that i would remain as what it is now, going for slow strokes yet going at a faster speed. however, it's coming back. i rly don't like it.

JOEY, YOU BETTER LEARN HOW TO BE PATIENT.
else i'm going to hate you for life.

rushed home then whitesands, karibs and finished R-formula worksheet~ whitesands macs w rach, wifey, sissy, nicole! taptap and i stayed there alone to do my work, thanks to somebodyyyyy. i don't like. 21 home!

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i was supposed to be out gyming + studying. man, my mum just said,"no more gyming, running and studying outside." i don't like.
AND HI RACHEL SIAO JIA YU~